2026-04-23.1_naming tendencies

i (and you) carry many coterminous tendencies with/in m(e). there is no one mian tendency that decides over the course of m(y) activities. whatever combination/ecosystem of tendencies are most emphasized by m(y) environment and m(e) is what will determine the trajectories of m(y) becomings in any given moment. in order to be able to emphasize those tendencies i desire to be more prevalent, and in turn de-emphasize those tendencies i desire to be less prevalent, a modicum of naming said tendencies is necessary. naming, importantly, is not knowing (the full extent of) any given tendency. it is one, often helpful, step among many towards a deeper understanding of the movements and attributes of a given tendency. although it stops being so helpful once one moves towards assuming that it is synonymous with knowing.

with those words of caution spoken, i will express m(y) desire and goal to start naming the tendencies i feel/observe with/in m(e) more consistently in order to start to exercise a bit more directing influence towards certain tendencies and away from others, which is something i feel i haven’t been doing so proactively in the recent past. and one reason for that being a lack of vocabulary to make the identification of what tendencies i’m acting with/in at any given moment less time- and energy-intensive. said lack thus hindering m(y) – limited and humble – abilities to move proactively either towards or away.

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